Before the E4 footage begins, John and Josie are now consoling each other off camera. Apologies for the blurry pictures, the screen caps are not good as the video clip was poor quality.
JOHN:(emotionally)
I'm sorry..
JOSIE: That's alright. That's alright, love.
JOHN: (Tenderly heartfelt) Are you alright?
JOSIE: I just think it's horrible how they all boo a 21 year old boy out there (camera shows them clinging to each other by the bedroom door) It's f**kin' horrible! There's some nasty people about .. Um .. (She let's go from John's embrace but he lowers his arm to round her back.. NOT wanting to free her from his gentle grasp) I've got my babbers out! (as they walk out of the bedroom her dress straps are down so she goes to the bathroom)
John needed that cuddle from Josie just as much as Josie did :(
Ben engages John in a man hug but John is preoccupied with overwhelming concern for his Josie. His eyes dart over in her direction as he pats Ben back politely. Ben peeks his cheek and John keeps looking over his shoulder, following Josie with his stare. He turns to go with Ben but stops in his tracks - his mind was already with Josie though his body is parted - he is drawn to her like a moth to a flame!
It was the staring after her once she walked away that set most of us JJJ-er's off. He hangs in the doorway to the kitchen, when he can stand it no longer and just has to BE with Josie. Unable to block Josie out of his head, he asks Ben to wait 2 seconds and walks straight into the bathroom to reach out to her.
Josie is getting undressed when John comes through to ask the obvious while her bra is on show.
JOHN: You getting changed?
JOSIE: It's alright, you've seen everything haven't you? (OH AYE, WHEN WAS THIS???) ;)
JOHN: Yeah! (Sits beside the bath tub)
JOSIE: (as she puts a vest top on) I think it's so tight how they can do that! What the bl**dy hell are they not seeing? (John has his head lowered into his hands) they're not showing something bl**dy hell! You've got 1 in there saying (SC) and they pick Govan! I don't understand it. .. I'm just gonna put some jeans on.. It's not the fact that he's gone cos obviously I know I'll see him again in a week or what have you BUT it's the fact that they're all booing a young 21 year old boy. It's not right - he's not a man yet .. Can I wear your hoody John?
John simply nods and she leaves the bathroom to put it on. Ben kisses Josie repeatedly 'they can't hate me too much, can they?' Josie tells him he's funny so Ben hopes he's funny in a nice way.
John is left on his lonesome in the bathroom looking lost and teary, crushed at the eviction of his close friend :( The JJJAT was quite angry with Josie for leaving John alone when he was reeling with devastation and just yearned for some comfort. All John wanted was to hold Josie and be near her.
More photos of John alone in the bathroom.. that are sure to rip your heart out :'(
All he needed was a cuddle.. Josie style!
(Video skips 16 minutes)
John is sprawled out on Josie's double bed as he chats with Jose.
JOHN: So it just made it that little bit extra worse. (That their buddy got booed?)
JOSIE: Do you want a drink, John? (BB had delivered booze to the HM's)
JOHN: I'll come up..
The clip fast fowards another 5 minutes to Corin complaining that the wine is giving her a furry tongue.
NATHAN: S'taking the hairs off my f**king chest!!
Josie thinks it is cooking wine so 'it tastes like p*ss water basically!' John smiles as he knocks back his glass of lager; they are sat opposite each other at the table. Naturally, Nathan and Sunshine are in the vicinity too, keeping very close tabs on their conquests!
Josie wonders what his best bits were. Nathan mimics the shimmy dance Govan was always doing.
JOSIE: I can't imagine any of his best bits are without him p*ssing himself laughing!
Nathan said ever since they've got here he was howling laughing.
JOSIE: I know! Funny, in't he? What else? Oh me beating him up when he was an egg!
Steve suggests 'farting! He was always farting in bed with you!!' may have been shown in Govan's best bits. (SC) Nathan blesses Govan while Josie twiddles with his necklace. (UP TO 5 MINS ON GOVAN'S EVICTION PT 1 ON XBBFANX VID)
JOSIE: I can't wait to get out and watch everyone's interviews. (Silence) I'd never like.. wanna watch the whole thing EVER! And I'd never want to watch myself back EVER!
Nathan says there would be 7 hours a week to watch back (of HLs) 8 including BBLB. If you include the live feed clips we have access to on top of that - there are hundreds if not thousands of hours of footage!
JOSIE: I wouldn't even wanna watch 1 day of myself. It's bad enough watching ..
NATHAN: F**k off, you're comedy gold, you!
John rolls his fist up as though he is going to punch Nathan, but clamps it under his chin.
JOSIE: .. Your VT back .. Whatever it's called! I always thought I was a bit too cool for school (John glances at her) yeah. Until I watched my VT back and was like OMG is that what I sound like? Is that how I carry on?
Nathan says he was lucky they didn't show all of his VT as he was doing weird poses in a local park (PARK!! These BB HM's like parks. They should have filmed BB in one!!) with his balls nearly hanging out. Sunshine asks if John or any of his friends say 'Strewth' John says he doesn't but it means 'WOW!' Josie giggles as he demonstrates it's correct usage in a sentence 'STREWTH, I can't believe Govan's gone!'
SUNSHINE: I'm gonna say 2 things this week.. Strewth and I'm gonna say shiver me timbers!
JOHN: Are you becoming a pirate? (SC)
Nathan and Steve don't think 4 families will have been traipsing down for the eviction, only the top 2 (contacted by BB)
JOSIE: I don't care if it's not even a really good hairdresser! It's just that..
NATHAN: You just want your hair doing, don't you, kid?
JOSIE: (cloaking her neck self-consciously with John's hoody) Yeah. I won't moan whatever they do, whatever.
NATHAN: Cos I'm falling out of love with you with that hair!! .. I'm not.
STEVE: Do you like the scarecrow look?
Johnny James beams at his girl.
NATHAN: Do you know what? I like it! She came in last night and said this morning 'look at the state of my hair!' It looked GOOD!! (Steve thought it had too)
JOHN: (Teases her) 'stop it! Stoooop it!!'
Corin convinces her that she'll look completely different and feel bright and fresh.
NATHAN: A whole new Josie?
JOSIE: I'll probably get my confidence back then (Was this the trick she tried soon after splitting with John? When she went to Charley to chop her hair .. like the equivalent of 'I'm gonna wash that man right out of my hair)
NATHAN: Confidence? You're p*ssing it, mate! You could give two 12 pounds sh*t of it!
John stands up and gazes at his girl with a smile so squeefully stretched across his face, you'd be forgiven for thinking he would marry her there and then! Corin's gleaming grin goes back and forth between the 2 before John's blissful bubble is burst by putting something in the bin. The astonishing thing is this went by completely unnoticed by an utterly oblivious Josie Gibson!!!
I'm not sure whether any of the men in the house comprehended how low Josie's self-confidence was and how little she thought of herself :( Because she was no shrinking violet, it didn't even register with them that this larger than life lily could be masking her inner lack of self-esteem because she exuded so much outer confidence. They didn't have a clue about her insecurities or where they stemmed from.. it was only when John got to know her more and more.. that he witnessed her vulnerabilities and the shiny penny dropped that Josie was the owner of an abused, bruised and battered soul :( John did wonders for Josie's sense of self-worth while in the house.. although all his hard work was undone the day he left for Australia :(
John gives the dregs from his can to Nate. Josie rages about how angry she got when she heard the booing. Nathan labels the crowd 'b*stards!' The E4 live feed begins but sadly I have only found 30 minutes worth online.. so it's a good job I made my notes for this night of live feed MONTHS before my old source removed the videos :) :) :) *pats self on back*
Sunshine has plonked herself in bed with Jonathan James and thousands of screaming viewers were getting angry right about now, as she triiiiies to cheer him up! She
asks what they say when he goes into shops at home.
JOHN: 'Hey, how you goin'?' (Sunshine thinks maybe this was the phrase she was looking for. John laughs politely and rubs his temples)
Sunshine decides to become Australian for the week to try and make
John feel more at home. He laughs half-heartedly, covers his eyes
with his hands.
JOHN: I'd like to say, I'll become a vegan this week to make you feel more at home but.. I don't think I will!
Sunshine doesn't want him to and asks if he felt uncomfortable when she was eating her vegan pizza 'that's the reason you won't take me on a date because (mimics him) you feel uncomfortable!' SURE Sunshine *that's the reason!! What signals did Thunderbird feel John was sending her way that would indicate she had a shot??
JOHN: (Yawns) He does a lot for you, the old BB! Gives you your little pizzas! (forces laughter)
She reckons it is because she only eats 80 calories a day 'actually um.. (re-calculates) 106 if you can include that rice cake.'
JOHN: (sighs) Are you talking to Benny yet?
It irritated me beyond belief that Sunshine would not take the hint! The poor bloke was practically recoiling from her on the bed.. for someone as intelligent as she professed, you'd have thought she would have got the message that John ONLY saw her as an annoying sister! Perhaps what she found confusing is that he showed her affection once in a while - akin to the kind you would show a sibling.. NOT a lover! Yet the HM's misread this as being the case between John and Josie.. and saw sexual tension between John and Sunshine..blind as bats, the bunch of them!!
She says she congratulated when Govan was going and he hugged her; she told Ben she didn't want to fight any more. The cameras change to the cigarette smokers at the carousel.
JOSIE: I think he's alright.. I don't dislike him..
SHABBY: (Let's rip, not holding back) I think he's a manipulative, sneaky, game-playing, little b*stard!
JOSIE: I don't like.. I just think he should be a bit more sensitive ..
I would make an educated guess that the girls were discussing Benjaminge or Dave given Shabby's uncensored character assassinating. The Cameramen cut back to John and Sunshine sat in stony silence) Sunshine is the first to break the peace by doing a BB impression.
JOHN: I can't even remember it! I can't even remember.. Them announcing the names and sh*t ..
Sunshine says that when Davina announced Govan's name Corin was shocked 'what he's going or he's safe?'
JOHN: (Disinterested) Oh really?
Corin had broken out into tears get up as she wasn't moving (from the shock) and would have missed saying goodbye to him. John looks as though he is attempting to strange himself so he won't have to listen to one more word from Sunshine's voice box!
Mario comes in saying it was 'an adrenaline spike' waiting for his name to be called.
SUNSHINE: Yeah, definitely. (Rubs John's shoulder) You'll see it soon, John.. if you carry on.. Don't worry!
JOHN: (Not even paying the tiniest attention to her) Hey? Huh? I'll see what soon?
SUNSHINE: (Thinks she's funny) What it's like to be nominated!! (SC)
The exhilaration Mario felt from being saved soon dissolved into sadness that Gov left and it was a mental drain. Sunshine notes that Mario broke the bracelet she made him in the process. She then demands that John has to wear the one she made him every day 'when I leave I want to see you wearing that every day.'
JOHN: (Spiritless) Alright.
SUNSHINE: (The smile she casts John's way is shuddersome) Promise?
Dismissing Sunshine he starts speaking to Mario about how he'd thought Ben was going too but feels bad for saying it. Mario had been gearing himself up to hear Ben's name called out by Davina. John thinks Benny doesn't believe he would have been as upset if Ben had been evicted when he would have.
JOHN: It's just that ..the only reason it caught me harder cos it was Govan was the initial shock.. got me more because I was prepared for them to say Ben, but I wasn't prepared for them to say Govan, do you know what I mean? Even though..
Sunshine had heard some chants "get Govan out!" These were all John heard, Sunshine claims there were possibly some for her too.
John says "that's all I heard!" She thinks there were possibly some for her too but couldn't really detect as they only hear 1 syllable. She is certain that Govan heard his name.
MARIO: Would you have been sad if I went?
JOHN: (Playing with the string on his hood) Yeah, for sure man! I would've been sad whoever went ..
MARIO: Or would you have been 'Yes, bed for myself!!'
JOHN: No it was sh*t for me either way, man! Seriously it was f**ing rat p*ss for me! I would've been gutted whoever went. I was certain that you were staying. That's.. I've been saying it all week .. I was certain you were staying! But the other 3.. then I thought Govan was the next in line if anyone was gonna stay.. And then it would have been between Dave and Ben .. Just wasn't sure how people would view Dave with the whole religious thing and how he said that thing to you about .. That he didn't agree with um..
MARIO: Homosexual marriage? ..
JOHN: Yeah, yeah.. I just wasn't sure..
Sunshine isn't sure if he actually said that as she was in the room when the conversation went on. She heard him say some things weren't acceptable and presumed he meant sex before marriage and things like that. Later she spoke with Dave in the kitchen and he thought he'd upset Mario and she checked what he'd meant (not living together etc)
That hadn't upset Mario but John wasn't sure if he had been or not. Mario isn't bothered if Dave doesn't like homosexual marriages 'so what? A lot of people don't!' Sunshine clarifies that Dave hadn't actually said that, but he'd told Mario that as a minister, he wouldn't perform a homosexual marriage. On the principle that it goes against what his faith believes in.
Sunshine doesn't care who gets married 'he (John) doesn't even wanna get married! So it's nothing for me! I'm never gonna get married if I'm with that clown! Joking (!)'
JOHN: (winces visibly and avoids eye contact with her) You can marry a dog for all I care! You can marry whatever you want.
Mario points out that everyone is free to their own views and opinions and Dave has never shown him any disrespect or discrimination. 'And I don't wanna get married anyway! So it all works out quite fine!'
JOHN: Don't ya?
MARIO: Oh.. I don't know.. no!
JOHN: Yeah, I'm like that.. (Sunshine does but nobody gives a snowflake! Josie is the only person John has contemplated proposing to and wanted to marry)
MARIO: Unless you agree to marry me, John? (John chuckles uncomfortably)
SUNSHINE: (Snaps) Get in the line!!
Mario wants to have his own success.
SUNSHINE: That's a point .. When me and John are happily engaged or in a relationship (John smiles but squirms inside on the edge of the bed) he'll be like 'hold on a second, this girl's on nearly 100,000 grand a year now. I think might actually marry her!'
The continual marriage comments from Sunshine were cringe-worthy! John had made it as clear as he could for her that he doesn't see it like that.. he spurned her flirtations on numerous occasions but she just wouldn't let him be! Was she ever hopeful that she would convince him to change his mind? She kept clinging on to this fantasy that they would become a couple which was painfully frustrating to watch!
JOHN: I'm not materialistic!
SUNSHINE: Whatever! (John screws up his face in annoyance) you want a nice, big clean house don't you?
JOHN: Yeah ..and cakes!!
JOHN: (Piles praise on Corin)You deal with everything better than anyone, don't ya? (to Corin) You're so good at keeping yourself happy!
CORIN: Am I?
JOHN: Yeah, real good. Yeah.
Corin feels bad for crying as her Mum will see it tomorrow and then she'll be upset. Sunshine tells her she was in total shock as she didn't know if it was said that he was staying or going. Corin considers that they might get new HM's now.
JOHN: You reckon? I don't reckon we'll get em. I might listen to you now. (laughs) You seem to be right about everything (Sunshine doesn't think they ought to listen to her as her intuition is no longer right.. nobody was listening anyway!) what do you think .. They won't bring them in this early, surely..
Corin says they normally do in the 2nd week which John is surprised to learn. They count up that they now have 2 bed spaces, 1 beside Josie and the hammock.
JOHN: Josie won't be giving up that bed easily!! (Laughs)
Corin plans to put her PJ's on. Sunshine thinks she'll never get their double bed to herself as there is no way Corin will leave before her. Corin scoffs that she doesn't know about that 'we never thought Gov would go tonight!' She exits the room leaving John trapped in a room with a Lightning bolt!!!
Sunshine puts on a shocking Ozzie accent and contorts her face 'G'day mate, fancy going down to Yabbie Creek?' John laughs politely but his mind is still preoccupied on Govan being evicted. Caoimhe comes in to requesting some crisps on Dave's behalf and John jumps out of the bed so fast.. you'd have thought Sunshine had turned into a poisonous jellyfish and he had to escape the potency of her sting!
SUNSHINE: You can have my pizza but I'm saving the crisps for a rainy day slash when we have bread!
JOHN: (Puts an arm around Caoimhe, in gratitude of her coming to his rescue) I love how Caoimhe .. did Dave say that? Or is that a little Caoimhe joke in disguise? 'Dave asked if we could have..' (Dave had asked but she was asking for the crisps) Oh, he really did?
Sunshine is hot on their tails as they hotfoot it to the kitchen. After Caoimhe announces that Sunshine (selfishly) wants to keep the crisps; Sunshine bewails that if people are going to be mean they nobody is having her pizza!
John maintains that he IS having the pizza and has a hug with Steve and Ben. Sunshine snivels childishly that she just wants to have a crisp sandwich. Caoimhe is sure BB will give her more crisps but is only messing!
Shabby storms into the bathroom and curls into a ball 'I'm f**king sick of people talking about crisps and pizza!! If Sunshine wants to keep her crisps all to herself, then she's a bl**dy selfish mare but on her 'ead be it!
Shabby grumbles to Corin in the bathroom about feeling crappy and Corin is gutted about crying and her Mum seeing her upset. It has done her head in a little bit but she couldn't help it!
Corin is 'well gonna miss' Govan like she 'well misses Rachael but that's the name of the game in't it? As sh*t as it is! That's gonna happen to us all!'
Shabby and Caoimhe think it is so nice for her to know that Rachael gave her the treat day she received last week. They agree Josie will have a really good day tomorrow and it that they'll know when someone goes, the person they're closest to will have 'a mint day!' Shabby acknowledges that it is lovely of BB to let evicted HM's give someone they like a nice day as it might make their first day without them a bit easier.
SHABBY: And as it's Josie we should wake up to a bangin' tune tomorrow morning!
Corin is convinced Josie will have her hair done and be buzzing! Although it felt strange without Rachael, Shabby predicts it will feel even weirder without Govan. They know that every week it will get harder and they suppose they'll have to become stronger as they can't have that every week. She cheers herself and Shabby up, imagining Govan buzzing (despite his boos) having his press conference and probably get a McDonald's later.
SHABBY: Pretending to be a celebrity for the night!
Shabby is going to allow herself to be down that evening and pick herself up the next day (as Govan certainly didn't want them to be like 'this' because of him being evicted) Shabby finds it crazy that although they know they'll see him again, it feels like they won't. 'Because if you love him and he loves you, then you're gonna see him again.'
In the kitchen, Ben discusses with Dave and Steve how interesting it was to him seeing how everyone handled 'the thing' on the sofa. He was fairly calm but pacing up and down as he was more nervous than he was letting on. Shabby was 'bl**dy' making him nervous with her amateur dramatics when she wasn't especially close to Govan. We can still hear the kitchen conversation but we see Nathan in his bed trying to sleep. Ben also hadn't realised how close John was with Govan. (ad break)
Caoimhe, Ife and Nathan moan about Sunshine in the garden as she's made them all mad as hell!
CAOIMHE: (repeating her earlier words to Sunshine) I'm only messing, blah blah blah.. don't worry about your f**ing crisps!! (SC)
Ife is toying with the idea of telling BB that from now on she is a Vegan as she is against it. Caoimhe is incensed that Sunshine removes all the toppings from her pizza so it is just a bit of bread anyway! Ife has really given her a chance and tried with her; Caoimhe claims she has too but had seen through her from the start.
NATHAN: She's an attention seeker! (Shabby comes out to play) Alright, Shabs? Cockney geezer! Peace.
Nathan likes the dry, right comical b*stard BB he spoke with in the Diary room as he actually gives him some form of interaction back in a comical, little way. (SC) Corin and Josie join the smokers and are greeted with a high five from Shabs.
In the living room, Mario appeases Sunshine that she doesn't have to do anything to please him as he likes her for who she is. He doesn't care if she gives him crisps or not, but she pledges to give him as many as he'd like when they are on the outside world. Mario would like to become the official face for McDonald's when he gets out and Sunshine for Swavorski crystals. (SC) Caoimhe waits outside the door with her face scowling like she's been scoffing LEMON crisps!
The BB house is 'certainly the most unusual house I've ever lived in!' according to Mario and it is different from the BB9 house. Sunshine begins to question him about this (if memory serves me correctly he was one of the test HM's for that series) so of course the sound is switched off.
Outside, Josie relays one of her diary room entries about how BB were pushing her on WHY she had wanted Shabby and Caoimhe to participate in the sponge task together.
JOSIE: They just want you to have a proper b*tch about someone! I'm on a proper moaning mission tonight! I hate moaners as well! (she lays back on the grass and repeats emphatically) I HATE moaners!! And I've turned into one!!' (SC) Aww, I hope Govan.. I'm so grateful to Govan for picking me for that thing! That was so nice, wasn't it?
SHABBY: I'm grateful to him for picking you too cos we might get non- Lady Gaga songs!! (The girls giggle, SC)
JOSIE: I don't want a cooked breakfast. I just want my hair done and everyone to have hot water. That's all I want.
SHABBY: Is that what you're gonna ask for? (Josie yeah's) You're so altruistic!
JOSIE: And a Magnum!!
IFE: What patty? That gross thing you put on bread?
Can make out John mumbling in the background as he asks the girls if they want any leftover food. Josie explains to Ife that the meal is thai noodles.
JOHN: Nuh? Jose? Nuh?
JOSIE: What, love?
JOHN: You want any of her pizza?
JOSIE: (Grimaces and shakes her head)
Shabby asks if he wants it.
JOHN: Oh yeah I'll be f**kin' eating it!! (Shabby sasses John asking if he knows how to put the oven on)
JOSIE: Have it, John.
IFE: Do you know how to work the oven, John?
JOHN: No, we've heated it up already!
As blogged about on the HL's Josie informs them she'd told Sunshine she was being tight. And how Sunshine said if anyone wants crisps for them to have some.
JOHN: Ah, that's alright then.
SHABBY: I don't want anyone to be pushed into it. She should have just done it anyway, babes. Do you know what I mean? It's not like that's all she got, babe.
Josie laughs as John yells 'Me, ME!!!' as he returns inside. Josie says she's given Sunshine the benefit of the doubt but she didn't realise how tight she was. The comment that got to Shabby was how Sunshine wanted to save them for a rainy day when they are eating chickpeas! 'Is that the rainy day?'
JOSIE: Ife says 'do you want me to put your pizza in the oven?' She goes 'um yeah, get me a separate plate!' Cheeky cow!
IFE: Yeah, I was like 'oh!'
JOSIE: But I do respect her vegan-ness.
Corin does too and thinks it must be hard for her and that she maybe felt singled out with the food. Shabby and Ife think she is sweet to say that but don't think that's the case.
Ife thinks BB are trying to p*ss them off by writing SUNSHINE in big letters on the crisps and that they are 50% to blame. Shabby surrenders 'f**king have the b*stard crisps ' but she will remember this. Caoimhe is 'f**kin' raging!!' Josie tells her that Sunshine has now said she will share them. Shabby specifies that Josie had to call Sunshine tight in order for her to agree to that!
Caoimhe didn't want any arguments to happen on Govan's night so avoided it. So she'd concealed her anger as though she were only messing. Ife had suggested that she share the crisps in a bowl but Sunshine wasn't having a bar of that!
Caoimhe didn't want any arguments to happen on Govan's night so avoided it. So she'd concealed her anger as though she were only messing. Ife had suggested that she share the crisps in a bowl but Sunshine wasn't having a bar of that!
JOSIE: I do feel bad because.. but obviously people can't see how tight she is.
CAOIMHE: Has anyone ever met a vegan that doesn't eat vegetables? She scrapes every f**king sweetcorn off her pizza!
Shabby loves it when Caoimhe's 'like this'. Ife classes Sunshine in her own category and considers that a diet consisting of bread and crisps cannot be healthy. Shabby doesn't really think Sunshine's diet is any of their concern 'if she don't wanna eat vegetables, she don't wanna eat f**king vegetables!' She agrees with the others on the front that she won't eat much else either but doesn't believe it is their call about whether she eats veg or not.
Ife doesn't want to eat veggies either but that's all they've got so she's not going to cry in the diary room. She makes the point that Shabby doesn't like pizza but ate it all the same. 'It's not about Veganism!' it is about Sunshine not eating what is provided.
Awkward,i mean talk about not getting the hints:DPainful:o
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